^{i never cry because of you never! and i dont know why?}

^{its not normal and i Hate it! i fucking hate it chris!}

^{its not normal why cant i cry? i cant cry. i thought that}

^{i would be crying all the time and im not. and its not like i dont love you or anything or blah}

^{i just feel like im dried up or something. i hate this. and i cant stand not having you there to talk to when i cant sleep like right now. i cant sleep honey its fucking 1:04 and i woke up at 7 this morning up all day and i cleaned the entire kitchen. i think im just going to go take some pills to go to sleep. they will help alot. i just might be missing you and this is how i deal with it? i dont know and i cant stand it.}

^{i love you chris. i hate the feeling of not having you here or the feling of knowing that i cant talk to you}

^{i guess i will talk to you in a long time...}

lol

i really do love him tho

he is an asshole but i love it! well not really but even tho he is an asshole i still love him

well i know we both know im a bitch and i let everything out on him. which isnt a good thing and i feel really bad for it and i dont mean toget mad at him i just stress out and get really pissed off at him. even tho he did nothing wrong. lol

i love you christopher :)

Mwah! :):):):):):)

i memeber when u got this and i didnt know who u wer lol and u were trying to talk to me and i ignored you! ::) LMAO! i was like who the hell is this?! then i remembered lol

i love you lol